Today June 22th, it's already been 18 years since I came to the world. And it sounds quite melodramatic and all that, but well, it's 18! I don't feel any different, but this is supposed to be an important age. Nothing has changed, just some facts like now I can work, and so.

When I was a child all things used to be different, because the world is something new, is almost magical. That is a feeling you can only get back when you're nostalgic.

I've changed, I've improved in some things and in others not. I've been through sad moments and also through beautiful moments.
I've always been different from others. I'll never forget that since kindergarten I've always been the "weird one", the one who always had different opinions and ideas.

But that doesn't matter not, it's just nonsense. Eventually I realized that there's nothing better than the family and friends, the people who really loves us. I felt touched this saturday in my birthday party, I understood that the people who were there with me celebrating, were the ones who really love me, because they carry me in their hearts,even when I've made them go through hard times.

I almost cried from happiness thinking about it, the people I love are just so wonderful that I don't care about their defects or weakness, those things are not important at all.

I'm not really inspired and I don't feel that different for being 18. Maybe I haven't assimilated it yet, or maybe I just don't realize what it is : just another passing by.

I'm happy, but still a bit stressed xDDD



Thanks Coni for translating it ;3!!